the Storm

Storms are defined as a violent disturbance of the atmosphere. That’s how these past few months have felt. Strong winds. Heavy rain. Thunder. Lightning. It felt as if I was lost at sea. Stranded. Alone. Drowning. Every time I finally found my footing another wave would send me under again. I found myself panicking, gasping for air, trying to keep my head above the water. All I wanted was to just reach the shore. But with every step closer to land, the water would just push me back again. Countless times I cried out, begging God to still the sea. But it seemed like He had forgotten about me.

A loud voice began to echo, “Surrender to the storm.” I continued to cry out but still no answer. I felt defeated. I felt forgotten. I stopped trying. I stopped fighting. I just stopped. When I stopped the echo grew louder. “You’re never going to survive this. Why are you still fighting? Just give up! Surrender to the storm!” I screamed as the current dragged me deeper. I started to sink.

Then a still, small voice whispered, “You’re almost there.” This voice wasn’t the same. This voice was different. Quieter yet louder. Softer but stronger. Overpowering the voice I heard before. “You’re almost there.”

Just as hope started to arise, doubt rushed in to keep me down.

“Surrender!”
“You’re almost there.”
“Surrender!”
“You’re almost there.”
“SURRENDER!!”

The storm calmed to a whisper. The waves stilled. The voices stopped. A surge of strength overcame me. I stood to my feet. I took a deep breath. I started to walk.

Finally, I could see the shore.

What seemed like forever was merely a moment. I spent so much time and energy trying to save myself when all I needed to do was be still. Instead of focusing on the storm, I should’ve focused on the One who created the seas. I couldn’t hear the sound of His still, small voice in the midst of my screams. I couldn’t remember His truth because I was being filled with lies. Isn’t it just like the devil to throw darts at our minds when we’re too distracted to dodge them?

This storm has taught me that God doesn’t come exactly when we call and He doesn’t stop every rainfall (or in my case, down pour). When we feel like we’re drowning in our difficulties, we pray for a way out rather than a way through, but even in the midst of our worst storm, He has already made a way. He has already parted the seas. You see, storms don’t come to break us. They come to stretch us. The wind and the rain, the thunder and the lightning, that’s how our faith grows.

I have yet to reach the shore, but God’s shown it to me, I know it’s there. For now, the sea is still and I’m pushing forward. Along the way I’m arming myself for when the storm comes again because it will come again but as Pastor Steven Furtick once said, “God speaks in past tense about the battles you’re currently fighting.”

“When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown.” – Isaiah 43:2 (NLT)

So let the storm come, the victory is already mine.
And it’s already yours.

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15 thoughts on “the Storm

  1. Excellent and visual. You mention all you were going through without sharing your struggle. Yet it is very relatable and such an encouraging Word for those of us going through the storm!!

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  2. “When we feel like we’re drowning in our difficulties, we pray for a way out rather than a way through” This is so incredibly true and should be noted.

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  3. I love that there’s so much hope in this post, it’s all about believing that God will not let you down and will always have a plan for you. It’s important that we keep swimming and that we never give up.

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  4. We have to learn to hold on and just trust God for his plans. At the same time, we shouldn’t let ourselves sink. It’s a two-way thing, we need to do our part as well.

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  5. I love this post. I’m coming up on the three year anniversary of my late husband’s death. I was 27 when widowed and left with our three kids. It was definitely a storm. One hell of a storm but I made it through and taking it day by day.

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  6. Oh I’ve really enjoyed reading this, what a suggestive visual post – and totally applicable on everyone’s life too. Wonderful!

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  7. Oh this was good. I’ve been trying to come to terms with the fact that God doesn’t always give us the answers we want. It’s hard to fully put your faith in God but it is so worth it. Loved this post!

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